​Don't Look At Me With Your Piercing Gaze

A chill runs down my spine everytime you stare
I am afraid... Afraid that you'll discover my eyes
The eyes that hide a million emotions under them
I am scared... Scared that you'll read the lie beneath my smile
The smile that is as fake as the summer clouds
I am terrified... Terrified that you'll see through my soul
The soul that is bruised and hidden beneath this flawless skin
It's not that I want to hide truth from you
But it makes me restless thinking that
Will you be able to accept me with my flaws?
Will you love me the same with my imperfections?
Will you trust me when you'll know that those smiles were fake?
Every time my eyes meet with yours
These questions hit me hard
I don't know how to tell you that
May be I never showed you this side of mine to you
May be I never told you the truths of my life
May be I never let you break down the walls around my heart
But my love for you was always true and pure
I have trusted you beyond words letting go of all my fears
You never let me fall in love
You made me rise in your love
I feel safe in your arms
I feel solace in your company
Even your silence is comforting
Your presence matters to me
I feel the strings of my broken heart attached with your
You complete me.

I hope someday your love will give me strength to tell you the secrets I never shared with anyone
Until then don't look at me with your piercing gaze....